i’m not sure what’s next but i’m here and wondering.

In today’s episode, I’m caught somewhere between curiosity and skepticism, observing life’s absurdities and my own restless mind. From the strange rhythms of social cues to the fleeting peace in isolation, I’m not sure where I’m headed or if any of it even matters. I’m reflecting on solitude, haunted thoughts, and that peculiar compulsion to find “the good thought” in everything, wondering what any of it means. Topics in today’s episode: social dynamics, work frustration, homelessness, non-news media, awkward roommate habits, strange conversation starters, mental repetition, inner power, family tension, loneliness, meaning in life, fleeting connections, strained family relationships, finding purpose, ADHD misconceptions, nature as escape, self-reflection, medication struggles, capitalism and conformity, dreams and nightmares, the mundanity of , societal pressure, resisting temptation, caffeinated survival