the abyss whispers back unraveling existence in a forgotten echo.

I sit here wondering why, watching YouTube as life unravels its strange patterns. Memory is fleeting, trauma sticks, and my brain is a twisted joke. Time feels heavy, society is corrupt, and therapy is a faraway dream. The moon calls, but I won’t answer. My niche is chaos, solitude, and dark realizations. Today’s thoughts spiral into liminality, YouTubers, poverty, corrupt systems, existentialism, elemental destruction, dark humor, loneliness, failed ambitions, and a dying universe. Topics in today’s episode: liminality, memory loss, trauma, societal corruption, existential dread, the moon’s betrayal, therapy struggles, nihilism, solitude, chaotic humor, YouTube obsession, creative stagnation, bending techniques, death’s inevitability, dark humor, firecracker’s allure, the abyss of existence, and living life to its dullest fullest.